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Why Do I Not Do the Good I Want?
If the mind wills the good but the body does otherwise — what is this force that splits me in two?
For the good that I would, I do not; but the evil which I would not, that I do.
Paul's confession — I do not do the good I would — sits within a long lineage divided over weakness of will (akrasia). Socrates held that no one does evil knowingly, and that wrong comes from ignorance — to know is to do. But Aristotle refuted this, holding that akrasia, the state of knowing yet losing to desire, is real. Paul pressed this gap to its limit in the language of sin and grace, and later Freud reread it as the conflict of the conscious and the unconscious. Is knowing the same as doing, or is there an abyss of the body between knowing and doing? The lineage split.
The more an age overflows with the belief that resolve and self-improvement can control the body, the more this question — why do I not do the good I want? — honestly asks after the limits of the will.
Paul confesses, in anguish, the division within himself: the good he wills he cannot do, and the evil he does not will, he does.
📝I, Too, Stand Before It
Paul confesses, in anguish, the division within himself: the good he wills he cannot do, and the evil he does not will, he does. The law of the mind and the law of the body (the members) war against each other, and he cries, "wretched man that I am." This is the most honest testimony to the power of habit and impulse inscribed in the body, a power no moral resolve alone can cross. I read this question as laying bare the gap between will and body. Why, knowing and willing, do I still not do it? Is this division mine alone? I stand between mind and body, before this question.
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